vexed!!

soon, we have to decide if we want to go to Stirling to study for 1 semester. Im so tempted to go leh.. but there are just so many concerns and its like a super big decision to make...financially, i dont know if i will have the money or not, going to UK is really expensive. Also, i cant image if i can go.. cos I cant see myself been so much independent and take care of myself for 3 months! But my heart is telling me that its a good opportunity leh...

Its scary to go to another side of the globe and i think i will miss home badly!!!

i mentioned this to my parents long long time ago and wanted to tell them about it again, but i've been postponing cos i donno where to start.. finally, i spoke to my father about it just now... and im glad i told him. He said that i need to discuss it with my mother and if really want to go, got to think carefully and plan. I love my dad, he is always so supportive.

But even they allows, i have to persuade myself too, thou my heart is telling me that i want to go...just too many concerns you see...

lol