this blog is so dead for sooo long...

anw.. time really passed by very very fast and tomorrow will be the last lecture for this semester and off we go... for examinations.. somehow scary...

school life is rather boring but there are some matters that i really think its silly and sometimes we should not bother so much about. some friend are drifting away but i think thats part and parcel of life when we need to grow and meet new people.

Also, i think i should really discipline myself for been so slack nowadays ... i've got lots and lots of lecture notes, textbooks and extra readings that i've not touched. Its so hard to be motivated, guess i will do the last minute study again. sigh.

Today there is a field trip for retail logistic module to Havi logistic, and i think its pretty interesting cos we get to know and see alot of stuff that i dont know about.. the company was quite an impressive supply chain company. I think i've talked alot to Berlin recently and we are closer now i guess. and i realised she has changed quite alot since poly life. good changes. and today when i was on my way walking to school, saw a pregnant lady sitting by the junction, surrounded by alot of ppl.. wonders if she's going to give birth soon or what... hope she ok anw.. i was shocked to see that scene, somemore she's crying..

I seriously need to control and if can, shed some weights... im getting fatter cos cant resist the temptation of those yummy foods. lol..maybe do some exercise, but seem so difficult to motivate myself again.