Year 4 at University of Stirling

Well... i've just survived 2 daes of lectures and still, 3 more days to go. Its a very very boring lecture! Its very weird that i dontfeel sleepy during the lecture but just cant get what the Prof said into my head!

Before class, yesterday, i was somehow motivated and sort of encouraged myself to work harder this semester, but it so hard to concentrate on the lectures! and i think everyone feels the same as well! Worst of all, on the first day of school, Prof Clyde reminded us that our thesis are nearing and its better to start thinking on the topics before its too late. Sooo scary just to think of it! and i heard that we got to do something like Market Research again! i hate that module cos need to do surveying! and use of SPSS programme, which i simply got no idea how it works after attempting twice.. many things need to be done!!!

Was chatting with my poly fren, Teckguan over the weekend and he asked me if im looking forward to the working society, and my answer to him is that i dont look forward to working but at the same time, not wanting to further studies anymore. and just like me, he got the same feeling too, but for him, he is serving the nation now.. and he told me that afterall, we got to get out of the comfort zone, which, i think is very true.. but it seems like i've just joined Stirling *thou its been a year.. and one of the reasons that i've joined Stirling is becos i think im not ready for the society and so pursued the degree.. but now, the feelings are back, but this time round, really got to get a job. Although there's another 8months more to it, i cant help but feel worrying.

But anyway, i know there's no point worrying now, for what will come , will come..

cheers!

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